i just wanna take you all night.
today i worked from 10 - 6. im thinking about quitting CVS and getting another job. although CVS is pretty interesting especially like today when a drunk cokehead man came in and hit on me. that was cool i guess??..

after weork i went to britts and we picked up danielle and went into port jeff. i saw deanna there with her friends. :) i love her. then we met up with eric and zach and they told us to come to some port jeff mansion party. kevin took us there and i dotn think ive ever seen a house that was soo beautiful or huge. Brittany got trashed and i had to driver her lexus truck home. i must say i felt pretty cool.

well im home and im leaving in 3 hours for new orleans. i still havent showered or packed, so i guess im not sleeping tonight.

tomorrow is the fourth of july and i cant help but think of last years fourth of july. it was mine and matts 6 month anniversary. he took me to my favorite restaurant and we watched fireworks at the beach sitting on top of his car. we also lost our virginity to each other that day. it was all corny and romantic with candles and stuff. and it was real. and im so happy that i can talk about it now without getting upset. no matter where my life takes me and if i never see or speak to matt again it doesnt matter anymore. i know i truly loved him and i know that ill always be grateful and thank god that i got to experience my first true love. even though we cant stand each other now i can still remember the feelings we once shared for each other and i dont think ill ever forget it. ill never regret any of it because i know it was real. all of it.

well now that im done being all gayy haha im going to go get packing. i hope everyone has agreat week.