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[14 Jul 2004|06:47pm] |
my summer kicks so much ass......
lots of alcohol
lots of weed
lots or making out
lots of hickys by girls.
aand i got my tongue pierced.
its crazy....and jussy got a new car today <3
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[11 Jul 2004|12:43am] |
mission trip was amazingggg. i dont think any words can describe it.
i met so many amazing people. including the boy i am going to marry. you know who that is <3.
i guess sometimes i just need a reality check to see whats really important in the world. God created us for the sole purpose to serve him and the only way to serve him is to serve other people and thats what i did this week. This is made such a difference in my life and like i said gives me that reality check of what is for real in life.
<3 Jesus is the man. lol and now i came home with a southern accent and lots of pictures. haha
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| i just wanna take you all night. |
[04 Jul 2004|01:03am] |
today i worked from 10 - 6. im thinking about quitting CVS and getting another job. although CVS is pretty interesting especially like today when a drunk cokehead man came in and hit on me. that was cool i guess??..
after weork i went to britts and we picked up danielle and went into port jeff. i saw deanna there with her friends. :) i love her. then we met up with eric and zach and they told us to come to some port jeff mansion party. kevin took us there and i dotn think ive ever seen a house that was soo beautiful or huge. Brittany got trashed and i had to driver her lexus truck home. i must say i felt pretty cool.
well im home and im leaving in 3 hours for new orleans. i still havent showered or packed, so i guess im not sleeping tonight.
tomorrow is the fourth of july and i cant help but think of last years fourth of july. it was mine and matts 6 month anniversary. he took me to my favorite restaurant and we watched fireworks at the beach sitting on top of his car. we also lost our virginity to each other that day. it was all corny and romantic with candles and stuff. and it was real. and im so happy that i can talk about it now without getting upset. no matter where my life takes me and if i never see or speak to matt again it doesnt matter anymore. i know i truly loved him and i know that ill always be grateful and thank god that i got to experience my first true love. even though we cant stand each other now i can still remember the feelings we once shared for each other and i dont think ill ever forget it. ill never regret any of it because i know it was real. all of it.
well now that im done being all gayy haha im going to go get packing. i hope everyone has agreat week.
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| happy new years baby you owe me the best gift i could ever ask for. |
[03 Jul 2004|01:19am] |
well tonight i picked up laura and tina and we went to starbucks. got some beers. we got hooked up because we're girls and we have tits i guess. lol i couldnt drink because i was the designated driver of courseee.
well we went to brians hosue for a while and a bunch of people were there. then me and tina went to john dailys party which was soo much fun. FIJI <3.
and now im home. i cant wait to get out of my house and this damn town for a week. two more daysss.
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| What was it about those lies? You let me know, now i know. |
[02 Jul 2004|07:50pm] |
well. lets see. where did o leave off. wednesday night i picked laura up and we met up with jordan at starbucks. we just hung out there for a while. we went ot ralphs and we picked brian up and went to the beach. the gates at short beach were closed so we went to little africa. we went on the swings until cops came and told us to leave. so we went back to starbucks and met up with some people. then i slept over justines with kristin and i slept in kristins bed but in teh middle of the night i slid into justines bed to cuddle with her lol.
yesterday i went to robert moses with justine and andrea. we packed a cooler with lots of drinks and we spent the whole day relaxing and talking at the beach. i dropped both of them off and i got a haircut. then i babysat. those kids are evil. but i wasnt there too late so it wasnt bad.
then i went to justines house and we went to starbucks and met up with everyone. there was a horrible accident where a girl fell asleep at the wheel and her car was destroyed so the party at starbucks was interuppted with that for a while. and me and justine didnt feel like staring at the accident all night so we went to wendys and got food <3.
everyone is back from grad house and i hate it. i dislike 90 percent of the people who were there and ive had so much fun without them for the past 4 days. damn you. go to college already. (that does not pertain to all of you)
me and kate had a talk about stuff and its amazing how alike we are. shes such an amazing person and she only deserves the best. i hope everything works out for her.
later on i went to andreas and we layed in her bed and talked. i can never get sick of that.
well today i had to work from 8 - 2. then i went tanning and then i went to amys house. we layed by her pool and relaxed. i got to see her pictures from prom. i love her.
i came home and took a nap and now im upp and i dont know what im doing tonight. i guess ill go figure that out.
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| if i could find you now things would get better. |
[30 Jun 2004|07:06pm] |
well last night i had to go to a church meeting for the mission trip. 4 more days. me and brian are going to have soo much funn <3.
then i went home and i had a conversation with kristin and justine. we all want pretty much the same thing. to have fun and enjoy ourselves and we all missed being friends so we want to forget about all the drama and fucking partyyyy. haha so they came over and then we went to starbucks and met up with everyone. will got in our car and we went to wendys. the woman thought we were high so she tried messing with our heads and she told us we had to go back to the first window to get our frostys so justine started backing up haha.
we went back to kristins and slept there. i ate pickles <3. and justine overdosed on oreos. they made me sleep in the middle and it was soo hott. lol
this morning justine woke us up "everybody wake upppp" and we went to robert moses. we met up with jackie audra kristin and steph. me kristin and justine took a walk to the surfers. mmm. and then we got steph and the four of us took a walk to the nude beach. we saw a black man with the biggest weiener everrrr. it was liek sprawled over his leg haha. we were minding our own business and justine was collecting shells when two naked men came up to us. with chodes. haha and the hit on us and invited us to a naked party. i could not keep a straight face. haha it was really funny. and apparently my belly button ring is a major attracion of naked men. cool i guess??
hha after our encounter we left and went to baja for some fooood. and i dropped justien and kristin off. im home now and i just got out of the shower. im goign to go make plans for the night. peaceee.
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[29 Jun 2004|05:10pm] |
well yesterday was a mighty fine day. i went to robert moses with brittany. then we got some pizza and canolis. yummm. "when you got your liscence did anyone tell you not to be rude" "yea fuck off woman" haha.
i came back here and showered and went back to britts. we went down port and met some biker boys.
biker boy: "her ladies im going into the store can you watch our bikes for a minute"
Britt: "yea but we need your keys"
Me: "and your numbers just in case anything happens to them ;)"
only usss
then me and britt met up with dan and eric and we went to the movies and saw Notebook. what an amazing movie. i hope one day someone loves me like that.
"So its not going to be easy. Its going to be really hard, and we're going to have to work at this everyday but i want to do that because i want you. I want all of you,forever" :(
well today i went to robert moses with becca and jess. we had sucha good time, and since jess loves older men so much im hooking her up with my grandpa. right jess?? lol we went to ralphs and i dropped them off.
now im home and i just showered. i got a new cork board and i was pictures on it. i looked at my other one and it kind of depressed me. im not good friends with half the people on there anymore. but thats okay because things are pretty cool with annie kristin and justine i guess. i know we'll never have the friendship we used to but at least we all agree that we dont want anymore drama. who knows what will happen this summmer though. i was also looking at old pictures of me and matt and i didnt get upset. im glad that i can look and remember and smile and be grateful for the good memories rather then want them back.
im going to eat dinner and then who knowss...<3
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| Just forget what you cannot replace, |
[28 Jun 2004|12:36am] |
today i babysat from 12 - 3. then i went to the mall and bought myself some clothes. then i went to arias grad party. it was a good time.
after the grad party i stopped at danielles to show her pictures from prom and then we went out to dinner with my parents and my grandparents for my grandparents anniversary. 49 years. damn. theyr're having a huge party next year for their 50th and my grandmas said to me "you and me are going to get drunk together!" haha thats something to look forward to.
after dinner me and danielle met up with mike jay stephen joel and chris. we set off fireworks in the woods and almost killed oursselves. we thought the cops were coming so we sprinted. i dont think ive ever ran that fast before. then we went back to mikes and went swimming in the pool and hung around. it was a lot of fun. i enjoy those kids and the other groups of kids ive been hanging out with. theyre so much diferent then the drama infested smithtown high school kids.
now im home and i get to sleep late tomorrow. w00t.
i had good dreams of someone last night after we got off the phone. he doesnt have aim so he doesnt know about my lj so he cant read this, but thanks baby. that was the best conversation ive had in a while. ;)
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| no one will ever know. |
[27 Jun 2004|12:10am] |
yeaa so today i worked from 10 to 5. then i came home and changed and went to babtysitting and i just got home. pretty eventfull huh. well my parents are away tonight so i might have *someone* over. orr i might just leave and do whatever. who knows.
well i didnt get to see incubus tonight which is a bummer....buttt i found out that my friends cousin is good friends with none other then the love of my life. brandon boyd and the other fellas of incubus. he even smoked a joint with him once. how perfect. yes well he gave me his screename and his phone number. i doubt ill ever call him unless im wasted. aaaaand they should be tourring again probably next year and he's getting me backstage passes. so its official. me and brandon will have many babies together. <3
i love summer and i fucking love being single. its only the beginning babyy.
mission JG almost completed ;).
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| Throw your neck out! Throw your back out! |
[26 Jun 2004|01:12am] |
well, yesterday was prom. i had to wake up early so i could get my nails, toenails, and eyebrows done. then i got my hair done and then i went to brittanys house and she did my makeup for me :).
well we went to pictures at craigs house first and his entire family was there. i think he grandfather took 5 rolls of pictures of just me and craig lol.
after that we went to pictures at kates house and that was where the bus came to pick us up. we were supposed to hey a 30 person bus but the air conditioning broke in the one we were supposed to get so we ended up getting a 50 person bus for no extra charge. and since the bus was late we get 5 hours free on the bus to go whereever we want whenever we want. that should be cool. all thanks to kates mom.
well the prom itself was a lot of funn. i couldnt stop dancing. i was all over the place. it was awesome. we left 20 minutes early and went back to christians where we met up with everone else. we got completel;y retarted and didnt fall asleep until like 5:00 in the morning. haha. im not going to even go into the details of last night, but it was a hysterical night.
well today we woke up and hung around the house for a couple hours. then we showered and went to little africa and relaxed and the boys barbequed us some food. we went back to christians and then i went home to shower and get dressed again and i went back over christians. we just chilled and did our thing and ate allottt.
im home and madd fucking tired. im peacing out. goodnight people.
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| and if i fall, will you be there to catch me? |
[24 Jun 2004|01:12am] |
so today was the chemistry regents. its officially summer. that is a beautiful thing. well me and andrea went to sunken meadow beach. we were going to go to robert moses but she insisted we go this way, its faster she said, but no we got lost. we ended up at a beach with old people and little kids. but it was fine because the lifeguard was gorgeouss.
we went back to andreas and passed out for three hours. we woke up at 7:30 and decided we should get something done. so i went tanning, and went home to shower. i picked andrea diana and laura up and we went to starbucks which is where we spent majority of the night. i picked up andrew and dropped diana off. me andrea andrew and laura went to wendys to east a shitload. and spill their frostys all over my car. niice. then i dropped andrea and andrew off and went back to lauras. we just hung out and talked for a while. it was a nice night.
that brings me home.. well prom is tomorrow and im going with craig fantine who is awesome. we are going to have a sick time. i need to get some sleep so i can try to look pretty tomorrow. goodnight.
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| i can't complain if i don't know how, its a sad sad song with no story line. |
[22 Jun 2004|10:46pm] |
today was the math regents, which was extrememly difficult, but i finished early, so me and jenna were drawing pictures of mrs. kelske and her husband having a love affair, and we made miss machen a name tag. me and miss machen had a little talk about one of her former students. heheh.
after the test i went tanning and then me and andrea went out to dinner at baja. we went to starbucks to study for chem but we didn't get much done, so we rented kill bill and watched it at her house. that movie is awesome. we're going to see volume two as soon as possible. i cannot wait.
well chem regents tomorrow. and then im all done and my summer can officially begin. holla. goodnight folks.
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[22 Jun 2004|12:01am] |
last night was very relaxing. i just went over britts we spent the night in her bed talking. shes been my best friend for 13 years and its amazing how we are completely opposite people yet we get along so well. shes beautiful, blonde, she models, shes skinny, allshe wears is pink, all the hott fellas love her, and she likes brittany spears. i am obviously very opposite, but she is the most down to earth person i know. and she understands me more than anyone else. our friendship will never die.
so anywayy. this morning britt had to go to chemistry review so i slept in then i left and went to robert moses with sharee. umm we took a wrong turn somewhere and ended up in some random town and we got lost for an hour and a half and everyone just made us confused. that was an adventure. once we finally got there it was so nice but the ocean was too cold and we're babies. the ride home was an adventure. i dont know who other than us would hit on guys on the highway. ;) i love her.
tonight i went out with kristin jackie lisa steph and audra. we went to starbucks and saw everyone. we went to some lifeguarding party but i didnt go inside. so yes our entire night was spent at starbucks, waiting for a fight. it was actually a fun time. i got to talk to some people and i enjoyed sitting in the back of kailees car covered in the blanket. oh how i enjoy those girls. cold fish <3 right steph??
well i talked to annie tonight and we are cool now. i dont know why we ever even stopped talking. im glad she approached me because i dont know if i had the guts. shes a good friend and im glad things are okay.
well i am on the phone with andrea now :):). another girl that i love. there are few people who i believe are genuine friends of mine and she is one because she is real and i love her.
and i need to calm down on all of this love. its funny how i would rather hang out with any of these girls than a guy any day. besides the fact that im sexually frustrated. not for long. mwahahah <3 hello summer. hello boys. im just going to have a good time. how nice it is to be single.
okay bed time for me. math regents tomorrow.
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| im letting the carpet soak up all thats left to give. |
[20 Jun 2004|10:20pm] |
well yesterday i worked from 11-7. liv and kelly came in which was definitely a good thing. it was bryans last day and that depressed me.
after work i went to christians house and met up with him erin sean and ben. the usual crew. mwahahaha. those cheeseburgers were really good. i think i ate about 30 of them. haha
then i met up with andrea jimmy and nicole. we hung out for a little while and picked cooper up because she was lost somewhere. haha.
then me and andrea went to bryans house. he has some people over. we watched a movie and came home. but of course we snuck out and went back there even though we were dead tired. eventually we went back to andreas and passed out.
today we went to sports authority to get presents for our daddys. and she ended up buying her father a bathing suit. who does that? haha
today i went to my grandmas for fatehrs day. i got wasted and played bacci ball and badmitten. i was aweseomee. it was such a good time seeing my hardcore italian family being drunk and attempting to play sports and telling their corny jokes. i love my family.
well its 10:30 and im home now. im off to britts house for the night. <3 peace lataa.
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[19 Jun 2004|01:14am] |
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| and through it all it wasnt, no it wasnt you at all. |
[19 Jun 2004|01:07am] |
hmm today i went to smiths point beach with brittany and danielle. we met up with tyler and some other mt sinai fellas. the ocean wa skind if numbing but very nice especially when tyle poured oil all over britts bathing suit haha.
tonight i went out to dinner with my mom at friendlys. high qyality. then i went to christians house with him erin ben and sean. we did our thing and relaxed. then i picked andrea up and we went to starbucks for a little and wendys for a little more. we danced in the car and made random guys crack up and make fun of us. we are awesome.
im exhausted. peace lataa.
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| for all of this im better off without you. |
[18 Jun 2004|01:15am] |
today i went over kims house and we layed by the pool. we talked about the old times in elementary school and everything. its really cool how i can not hang out with her for months and then when i do its never awkward and we always enjoy each other. thats a true friendship. since kindergarten <3.
tonight i met up with kait justine and laura and we went to applebees. then we went to starbucks and met up with nicole and droppe dlaura off and we went to cold stone in deer park for icecream. i didnt get any but i ate everyones leftovers. im a scrub. i know. then we picked up kyle and went to shep jones rode which was more funny then scary haha.
later on i met up with jimmy at 24 hour bagels and we went to some sachem party which was really fun. i love that kid.
well i was home 10 minutes after curfew so now mom wants to change it. gay. whatever im going to sleep. night.
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| permanent sleep is my only cure |
[17 Jun 2004|12:05am] |
well, the history regents was extremely annoying but its over now. i have two more math and chem on tuesday and wednesday and then im doneee.
after the regents i went to the beach with amy :). we were supposed to meet up with her friends but we couldnt find them so it was just me and her. we went in the ocean and it was freezing but we sucked it up because it was way to hott out. then we went to ralphs and got ices. i love her and i always enjoy hanging out with her.
i came home and showered and went out to dinner at the outback with brittany. we went back to her house and then we went to port jeff and met up with her friends james. hes a cool kid.
i went to christians house and hung out with him erin natalie ben and sean. that was fun. im definitely still in the twilight zone. ;) goodnight mother fuckers.
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| Wouldn't it be the best damn day if we all took time to breathe? |
[15 Jun 2004|10:32pm] |
i think i want to be on real world. all i would ever do is drink and have sex because thats all they care about. if only life was that easy...
today i had the english final. it wasnt that bad i finished within an hour and stared at the ceiling for the rest of the time.
then me andrea and diana got bagels and layed by dianas pool. her mommy made us rocky road and banana smoothies and it was yummy.
then i went tanning before i had to babysit. i babysat from 5:15 til 10:15 and now im home and i should go to sleep considering how i have to be up at 6 and take the US history regents at 7:30.
goodbye i guess.
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| try and make yourself. |
[14 Jun 2004|10:52pm] |
yayy today was the last day of school. what a relief. i dont ever have to see YOU again :).
it was kind of sad seeing the senior being upset, but i cant wait for about 75 percent of them to be out of here. haha im so nice.
after school i went to dianas, then me her and andrea went to the mall. we saw varin and christian which was nice. then we went to andreas and driving around looking for a job for diana. no luck.
tonight me and andrea met up with john and andrew and hung out with them for a while. i had a good time with them.
now im home and i have the english final tomorrow so i should study or sleep or something. goodnightt.
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